I HATE MY DAD FOR LIFE.
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM.
NEVER.
lazy.
FEELING STUPID.
My brain’s not working properly recently,
*blank*
and im overly caution when making decisions for my project, not that I want to,
but this thought kept ringing in the back of my mind :
Its gonna be a year long project, think properly…
I donno what’s up with me man, complicating and confusing myself..
And the stress coming from all the expectations from various people..
Week 7 SOI deadline….
Week 9 critique…
What am I doing!!!
Motivation, please visit me soon.
*
Wish Ur My Love
티맥스
[꽃보다 남자 OST Part.2]
나도 나를 잘 모르겠어
내가 이럴 줄 몰랐어
당황스레 조심스레
자꾸 너만 부르잖아
이런 내 맘을 다그쳐도
니가 내 곁을 스치면
또 그렇게 웃으며
난 아무 것도 못해
사랑은 아니라고
내가 날 말리고 밀어내봐도
혼자서 웃고 울고 이런 나를 어떡해
Wish Ur My Love
이젠 내게로 와요
나도 모르겠어 왜이래
오늘도 난 이렇게
난 니 앞에 서성이지만
사랑 꼭 말해야 아나요
이렇게 원하고 있는데
영원을 약속한 단 한 사람
그대잖아요
아직 사랑에 서툴러도
혹시 내 맘이 들리면
또 니 안에 닿으면
날 향해서 웃어줘
너에게 고백하려 준비한
밤새워 생각한 말들
결국 니 앞에서는
아무 말도 못하고
Wish Ur My Love
이젠 내게로 와요
나도 모르겠어 왜이래
오늘도 난 이렇게
난 니 앞에 서성이지만
사랑 꼭 말해야 아나요
이렇게 원하고 있는데
영원을 약속한 단 한 사람
그대잖아요
이 맘을 느껴봐
너만을 바라는
내 사랑을
Wish Ur My Love
이제 우리 사랑해요
더는 속일 수 없어요
이젠 나를 허락해요
용기 내 고백하도록
그대도 내 맘과 같다면
그대도 원하고 있다면
내게로 와 줘요
이제 우리 시작해봐요
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Nothing happened lately.
Back to square one:)
though I still need a little bit more time, haha.
will definitely get over it asap, I have got more impt things to deal with:)
birthday resolution.
1) Get more sleep
2) Earn more money
3) Spend less on printing, more on myself instead
4) Find the legendary 长生不老 pill
5) Meet Kim Jaejoong
6) Meet Shim Changmin
7) Meet Kim Hyunjoong
8) Spend time thinking
Ok, shall keep it to 8…haha..just being superstitious.
Spent my birthday with my beloved-s, namely, qr, mich, wendy, nic, ter, shalini, lyd..and also tracy la haha…
Received a sweet gift from them, liked the book more than anything else!:) Still patiently wating for wendy to upload the photos on facebook:)
Haven’t been blogging for almost half a year, sch’s been eating up my youth, and my health.. And its not exactly over:(…….interview….sampling…..exhibition…….
Aha… im 20 alr! But I still feel young… FEEL only….
I have nothing to talk about recently, it seems like everything I say/complain/whine about are constantly repeating…to me at least… getting bored of hearing these things coming from me..aha..
Today marks the first entry in many months,celebration? Maybe…aha..
미쳤어
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
눈이 부셔 부셔 부셔
숨이 막혀 막혀 막혀
내가 미쳐 미쳐 baby…
ah.
We were supposed to do gallery seating for our mini work-in-progess exhibition.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Its march already.
Sem break would come pretty soon…
means i'm actually getting my diploma.
It just doesn't feel right.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Its march already.
Sem break would come pretty soon…
means i'm actually getting my diploma.
It just doesn't feel right.
=.=
today.
Hmmm.
Thinking if I should continue keeping this blog.
Its full of unhappy stuff.
Blogs need spring cleaning too?
Haha.
K, im super bored now, feeling very lazy.
Im so monotonous, I think I am a pretty boring person.
Aish, im so random.
Thinking if I should continue keeping this blog.
Its full of unhappy stuff.
Blogs need spring cleaning too?
Haha.
K, im super bored now, feeling very lazy.
Im so monotonous, I think I am a pretty boring person.
Aish, im so random.
me.
Im weird, I can do presentations,
But I cant speak my mind.
Only ppl who have known me long enough ,
Can understand what I mean,
I think I tend speak the opposite.
Haha.
I find it hard to say nice things,
I just find it very fake to do so.
So, sometimes I provoke people unknowingly.
Too frank too frank.
Hehe.
Some self reflection.
Yz ah yz,
Sigh*
I need a haircut:)
After new year? Hehe.
But I cant speak my mind.
Only ppl who have known me long enough ,
Can understand what I mean,
I think I tend speak the opposite.
Haha.
I find it hard to say nice things,
I just find it very fake to do so.
So, sometimes I provoke people unknowingly.
Too frank too frank.
Hehe.
Some self reflection.
Yz ah yz,
Sigh*
I need a haircut:)
After new year? Hehe.
wtf day.
First thing when I woke up,
“IDIOT!I TOLD YOU NOT TO LEAVE THE LAPTOP LIKE THAT,
TELL YOU PROPERLY (ya right, since when you were nice to me)
YOU DON’T LISTEN,
WHEN I SHOUT THEN YOU WAKE UP,
LATER I SMASH AWAY THE STUPID LAPTOP AH”
What the fuck.
After that I put the laptop aside and was reading my proj brief, and he came in again,
“ YOU READ LIKE THAT IN THE SUN,
ONE DAY YOU WILL GO BLIND!”
what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck!!!!!!!!!
since when reading in the sun will cause blindness?! Then those ppl who go hiking or camping are all blind from reading maps under the sun?? fucking nonsense! If you wanna pick on me, just say something more logical please, this is just a ridiculous statement.
My mum’s going to be out of town from tonight till sun.
I am going to be so dead.
I really wanna scream!
Eveything I do at home is not right, worthy of being scolded.
WHAT I CANNOT DO AT HOME :
drop something accidentally ,
fall sick,
do well/badly for academics, ,
sleeping,
talking abit louder,
joking around,
saying provocative things,(which are not even provocative)
waking up late,
watch tv,
play games,
use the computer for leisure ,(all these have to be done secretly)
go out without telling him,
etc.
Basically everything. Falling sick is a crime in my house, so even if me or my bro is sick, we only tell my mum secretly. If he knows of it, he would say things like ,
“don come and act sick la, who ask you sleep so late”
Its like you rush work through the night, and end up getting sick, and getting scolded for being sick.
There was once, it was in the midst of all the projects and I was really working very hard for one of the projects. I couldn’t remember what I did wrong, but I was being scolded by him.
Usually I wouldn’t care abt what he scolded because I would pretty much expect what he would say,
But that time, he said something that nearly made me gave up studying,
“NO COMMON SENSE!
STUDY WHAT DESIGN? STUPID DESIGN!
STUDY SO MUCH ALSO NO USE,
STILL SO STUPID, SO BLUR.”
I was really very affected by that, and plus all the stress I alr had and the lack of rest then, I couldn’t help but cry.
I really hate it when I cry when he scolds me, because this meant that he has won, he is in control of me, and there was no way I could stand up against him. (Yet. )
And whenever its time to pay the sch fees, he would threaten us a few weeks, picking on ridiculously minor incidents, saying things like,
“YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL, SCH FEES YOU PAY YOURSELF AH I TELL YOU!”
At the beginning I would always feel very worried, scared and stress.
Now, I fuck care, if you don’t want to pay, by all means, don’t pay. I am already prepared for the worse at all times.
I’s just aiming for a pass(40) now,
stress from…School, home, money.
Enough to kill me. I need money, I don’t even mind working during the sch term now. Keeping me busy with sch and work can stop me from thinking so much.
Hope I die from fatigue. (But it would be better if he died first.)
“IDIOT!I TOLD YOU NOT TO LEAVE THE LAPTOP LIKE THAT,
TELL YOU PROPERLY (ya right, since when you were nice to me)
YOU DON’T LISTEN,
WHEN I SHOUT THEN YOU WAKE UP,
LATER I SMASH AWAY THE STUPID LAPTOP AH”
What the fuck.
After that I put the laptop aside and was reading my proj brief, and he came in again,
“ YOU READ LIKE THAT IN THE SUN,
ONE DAY YOU WILL GO BLIND!”
what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck!!!!!!!!!
since when reading in the sun will cause blindness?! Then those ppl who go hiking or camping are all blind from reading maps under the sun?? fucking nonsense! If you wanna pick on me, just say something more logical please, this is just a ridiculous statement.
My mum’s going to be out of town from tonight till sun.
I am going to be so dead.
I really wanna scream!
Eveything I do at home is not right, worthy of being scolded.
WHAT I CANNOT DO AT HOME :
drop something accidentally ,
fall sick,
do well/badly for academics, ,
sleeping,
talking abit louder,
joking around,
saying provocative things,(which are not even provocative)
waking up late,
watch tv,
play games,
use the computer for leisure ,(all these have to be done secretly)
go out without telling him,
etc.
Basically everything. Falling sick is a crime in my house, so even if me or my bro is sick, we only tell my mum secretly. If he knows of it, he would say things like ,
“don come and act sick la, who ask you sleep so late”
Its like you rush work through the night, and end up getting sick, and getting scolded for being sick.
There was once, it was in the midst of all the projects and I was really working very hard for one of the projects. I couldn’t remember what I did wrong, but I was being scolded by him.
Usually I wouldn’t care abt what he scolded because I would pretty much expect what he would say,
But that time, he said something that nearly made me gave up studying,
“NO COMMON SENSE!
STUDY WHAT DESIGN? STUPID DESIGN!
STUDY SO MUCH ALSO NO USE,
STILL SO STUPID, SO BLUR.”
I was really very affected by that, and plus all the stress I alr had and the lack of rest then, I couldn’t help but cry.
I really hate it when I cry when he scolds me, because this meant that he has won, he is in control of me, and there was no way I could stand up against him. (Yet. )
And whenever its time to pay the sch fees, he would threaten us a few weeks, picking on ridiculously minor incidents, saying things like,
“YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL, SCH FEES YOU PAY YOURSELF AH I TELL YOU!”
At the beginning I would always feel very worried, scared and stress.
Now, I fuck care, if you don’t want to pay, by all means, don’t pay. I am already prepared for the worse at all times.
I’s just aiming for a pass(40) now,
stress from…School, home, money.
Enough to kill me. I need money, I don’t even mind working during the sch term now. Keeping me busy with sch and work can stop me from thinking so much.
Hope I die from fatigue. (But it would be better if he died first.)
Argh.
wtf, piss me off.
Its unfair to appeal here and there.
I conclude:
Humans are selfish creatures.
Its unfair to appeal here and there.
I conclude:
Humans are selfish creatures.
Happy 20th.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANRU!!!
Ponyo on the cliff.
Ponyo ponyo ponyo~
Damn cute. Its my ringtone!haha.
Damn cute. Its my ringtone!haha.
bad dream.
Meeting Rachel later:)
Its time to catch up!
Oh ya recently had a dream, or more like a nightmare..
This was how it went…
There was this underwater amusement park, whereby you really walk on a path underwater, meaning all the fishes literally swim pass you…
(It doesn’t make sense coz I wonder how ppl actually breathe inside and actually walk in the water against gravity, but anyhow this was how it was..haha..)
I obviously freaked out in my dream, I really dislike underwater creatures, esp fishes. And can you imagine throughout my dream I was walking on this path with fishes swimming pass me, above me, beside me…oh man , it was hell, seriously. I was close to tears la!
I couldn’t rem who I was with, but I am pretty sure I wasn’t alone, if not I think I would have freaked out even more.T.T………………………….
Luckily it was a dream. If it was real, I would have died.
*Anyway, school’s starting soon, I really dread it. =.=*
Its time to catch up!
Oh ya recently had a dream, or more like a nightmare..
This was how it went…
There was this underwater amusement park, whereby you really walk on a path underwater, meaning all the fishes literally swim pass you…
(It doesn’t make sense coz I wonder how ppl actually breathe inside and actually walk in the water against gravity, but anyhow this was how it was..haha..)
I obviously freaked out in my dream, I really dislike underwater creatures, esp fishes. And can you imagine throughout my dream I was walking on this path with fishes swimming pass me, above me, beside me…oh man , it was hell, seriously. I was close to tears la!
I couldn’t rem who I was with, but I am pretty sure I wasn’t alone, if not I think I would have freaked out even more.T.T………………………….
Luckily it was a dream. If it was real, I would have died.
*Anyway, school’s starting soon, I really dread it. =.=*
Happy new year!
In this new year,
I hope…
everyone would be happy and healthy:),
Saranghaeyo!
I hope…
everyone would be happy and healthy:),
Saranghaeyo!
New year’s Eve.
Been having headaches again………………..
Somebody save me!
Haha…
*Shit happened on this very faithful day.
Pray nothing bad happens this year.*
Somebody save me!
Haha…
*Shit happened on this very faithful day.
Pray nothing bad happens this year.*
Sale!
SHOPPING!
Yz ah, stop spending money!
But was happy with the spree though:)teehee*
Yz ah, stop spending money!
But was happy with the spree though:)teehee*
Bored!
Bordem drives one mad.
Going for bbq later…
Not anticipating it..
Coz I don’t know anyone there!aish*
Good news:
Tina, kaile and I are in the same class,
Mavis and Marcus are in the same class,
Shannon is teaching me studio.
Bad news:
Heidi isn’t in my class,
Heidi’s friends are not in her class too,
School’s starting.
I hope Heidi can change to my class:(
Pray hard!
Going for bbq later…
Not anticipating it..
Coz I don’t know anyone there!aish*
Good news:
Tina, kaile and I are in the same class,
Mavis and Marcus are in the same class,
Shannon is teaching me studio.
Bad news:
Heidi isn’t in my class,
Heidi’s friends are not in her class too,
School’s starting.
I hope Heidi can change to my class:(
Pray hard!
Christmas eve!
Met up with my sec sch mates today! They cheered me up:)
Being happy, I decided to post photos, although I know qr is posting them right now too,haha. (but im only gonna post a few la…)
^outside café cartel, queuing up.
^at taka’s giant Christmas tree:P
^me,esther,qr.
^esther trying to be evil.
^Nicole, haha, pretty normal.
^wendy selling candy cane!
^qianru,act cute sia.haha!
^me, haha.
^hyahyah~
^were supposed to look like we’re fighting….hahah..welll…..
^teehee.
REFER TO QIANRU'S BLOG FOR ALL THE IMAGES! she did a good job laying them out, seriously!:)thanks babe!
I had fun today:)
Merry Christmas!
Being happy, I decided to post photos, although I know qr is posting them right now too,haha. (but im only gonna post a few la…)
^outside café cartel, queuing up.
^at taka’s giant Christmas tree:P
^me,esther,qr.
^esther trying to be evil.
^Nicole, haha, pretty normal.
^wendy selling candy cane!
^qianru,act cute sia.haha!
^me, haha.
^hyahyah~
^were supposed to look like we’re fighting….hahah..welll…..
^teehee.
REFER TO QIANRU'S BLOG FOR ALL THE IMAGES! she did a good job laying them out, seriously!:)thanks babe!
I had fun today:)
Merry Christmas!
this is the first time I entertained a survey.
0- Who passed you this survey? What is your relationship to her? How do u befriend with her? And how do u find her?
Michelle,
My dear lefty:)
Secondary school classmates, fellow gg-er.
She’s one of the best buddies I can find in my lifetime:P love ya!
1- What is your real name?
Huang Yizhen. (this qn is lame.)
2- Which one do you prefer to be call?
*hmm*… Yizhen, zhen, zhen ah~, zhen zhen oi~(that’s what my ag gong used to call me:))
3- Are u currently wearing something green?
no.
4- Do u eat raw salmon?
nope, im a herbivore.
5- Are u married? If no, when do u intend to get hitched?
nope….im still young=.=..
6- Are u attached or no? If yes whats his name and how do u met?
is jaejoong counted?
7- If you are attached, would you mind if your boy got kissed by someone?
if he allows me to do the same:)
8- Do u love answering back?
depends on the person im talking to.
9- What is you fav color? Name three.
Black, white, red, orange, yellow...(sorry but I have more than 3 favourite colours….cant help but list them all….cannot be bias)
10- Why do u like the 2nd color of your earlier answer?
coz its clean, and pure.
11- Do u think u are someone known to public?
nope, being low profile is good:)
12- Have u had sex with anyone before?
no!
13- Do u like to be hated?
obviously not.
14- Do u think this survey is stupid? If yes, why? If no, why?Why?
ya, its pretty boring, so by doing this survey, it means I am a pretty boring person huh?
15- What is your fav lingerie shops? Name two.
I’ld have to ask my wardrobe.
16- Do u prefer to wear G-string or normal undies?
normal la, as ive said, I wanna be low profile..haha.
17- What is your fav watch brand?
eh, chanel, tag heuer, dkny, swatch etc.(so what if I say, no one’s going to buy it for me right?)
18- Have u own all the above mentioned watches yet?
I only own a cute little swatch given to me by my dearest mates:)
19- What is your current addiction fav song?
dbsk – don’t cry my love.
20- Name your fav blog website besides than your site (list their name down)
friends lo.
21- Do u think by blogging can make u famous?
it can make you famous, but I wouldn’t want to. I like to be low profile:)
22- Do u support rima melati adams or ida nerina? Pls chose only one.Why the both of them?
er, who on earth are they?
23- Do u think taufik batisah or hady mirza has the nicest voice? Chose only one.
doesn’t appeal to me, so i choose none.
24- Are u planning to adopt a child like Angelina Jolie does?
If I have the money. But most likely no, coz I think I would have problems even to take care of myself,haha.
25- Do u think you are pretty/handsome?
of course! Haha!
26- Do u rate yourself as caring or understanding?
understanding.
27- What is your occupation now?
a surviving human being living in a scary world.
28- Where do u usually shop for your clothes?
zara, mango, topshop,etc. :) SALE IS ON NOW!
29- Do u prefer dresses or t-shirt and shorts? Chose only one.
hmm, tee and shorts are the most comfy:)
30- If you were given a miracle to change something in yourself, what would it be? List four.
I wouldn’t want to:)
If you wish to know whats your friend's secret, pass this on to at least 8 girls. Let them know if they got choosen for this survey!
I urge my dear friends to do this only if they are as free as me.
Michelle,
My dear lefty:)
Secondary school classmates, fellow gg-er.
She’s one of the best buddies I can find in my lifetime:P love ya!
1- What is your real name?
Huang Yizhen. (this qn is lame.)
2- Which one do you prefer to be call?
*hmm*… Yizhen, zhen, zhen ah~, zhen zhen oi~(that’s what my ag gong used to call me:))
3- Are u currently wearing something green?
no.
4- Do u eat raw salmon?
nope, im a herbivore.
5- Are u married? If no, when do u intend to get hitched?
nope….im still young=.=..
6- Are u attached or no? If yes whats his name and how do u met?
is jaejoong counted?
7- If you are attached, would you mind if your boy got kissed by someone?
if he allows me to do the same:)
8- Do u love answering back?
depends on the person im talking to.
9- What is you fav color? Name three.
Black, white, red, orange, yellow...(sorry but I have more than 3 favourite colours….cant help but list them all….cannot be bias)
10- Why do u like the 2nd color of your earlier answer?
coz its clean, and pure.
11- Do u think u are someone known to public?
nope, being low profile is good:)
12- Have u had sex with anyone before?
no!
13- Do u like to be hated?
obviously not.
14- Do u think this survey is stupid? If yes, why? If no, why?Why?
ya, its pretty boring, so by doing this survey, it means I am a pretty boring person huh?
15- What is your fav lingerie shops? Name two.
I’ld have to ask my wardrobe.
16- Do u prefer to wear G-string or normal undies?
normal la, as ive said, I wanna be low profile..haha.
17- What is your fav watch brand?
eh, chanel, tag heuer, dkny, swatch etc.(so what if I say, no one’s going to buy it for me right?)
18- Have u own all the above mentioned watches yet?
I only own a cute little swatch given to me by my dearest mates:)
19- What is your current addiction fav song?
dbsk – don’t cry my love.
20- Name your fav blog website besides than your site (list their name down)
friends lo.
21- Do u think by blogging can make u famous?
it can make you famous, but I wouldn’t want to. I like to be low profile:)
22- Do u support rima melati adams or ida nerina? Pls chose only one.Why the both of them?
er, who on earth are they?
23- Do u think taufik batisah or hady mirza has the nicest voice? Chose only one.
doesn’t appeal to me, so i choose none.
24- Are u planning to adopt a child like Angelina Jolie does?
If I have the money. But most likely no, coz I think I would have problems even to take care of myself,haha.
25- Do u think you are pretty/handsome?
of course! Haha!
26- Do u rate yourself as caring or understanding?
understanding.
27- What is your occupation now?
a surviving human being living in a scary world.
28- Where do u usually shop for your clothes?
zara, mango, topshop,etc. :) SALE IS ON NOW!
29- Do u prefer dresses or t-shirt and shorts? Chose only one.
hmm, tee and shorts are the most comfy:)
30- If you were given a miracle to change something in yourself, what would it be? List four.
I wouldn’t want to:)
If you wish to know whats your friend's secret, pass this on to at least 8 girls. Let them know if they got choosen for this survey!
I urge my dear friends to do this only if they are as free as me.
Christmas is coming.
So soon.
It’s the end of the year already! I can foresee that next year would be a hectic year…
Change of class,
Meet new ppl,
More projects,
More headaches,
Aish*
But I wish I could be in the same class as Heidi and Tina though:)
Too bad Mavis, Marcus, and Aaron would be going into diff courses, haha, wish them luck in their new classes!
Yupyup, pretty screwed up this week, staying at home is a torture, seriously.
And most of my friends are only free in the evening, which is pretty retarded to meet them coz I have to be home early:( oh well, I think I’ll just have to spend most of my free afternoons sleeping, to avoid anymore ridiculously random scolding…what a life.
It’s the end of the year already! I can foresee that next year would be a hectic year…
Change of class,
Meet new ppl,
More projects,
More headaches,
Aish*
But I wish I could be in the same class as Heidi and Tina though:)
Too bad Mavis, Marcus, and Aaron would be going into diff courses, haha, wish them luck in their new classes!
Yupyup, pretty screwed up this week, staying at home is a torture, seriously.
And most of my friends are only free in the evening, which is pretty retarded to meet them coz I have to be home early:( oh well, I think I’ll just have to spend most of my free afternoons sleeping, to avoid anymore ridiculously random scolding…what a life.
tired ah~
Spring cleaning this week. Cleaning would have been easier and less stressful without ‘him’. Shall not elaborate any further. Bad experiences(like these) are meant to be forgotten:)
Finally met up with mich!!! Haha…I was helping her to shop for her new year clothes and Christmas gifts….Although we haven’t met for ages, (at least for a couple of months?)we still have a lot to talk and there wasn’t any awkwardness at all:) haha,
LEFTY,SO GLAD I MET YOU TODAY:) AND KIND OF BECAME YOUR SHOPPING CONSULTANT?lol…
The rest,(wendy, Teresa, qianru,tracy.) only came later in the evening to catch ‘twilight’. Wasn’t able to join them for the movie coz I had to head home early:(…so I just met them to take a look at them haha, just wanted to see how they are:)MISS ALL OF YOU!...yup and I went home after.
*Virus scanning now…after my bro told me abt the virus thingie that was in the papers..*
i wanna watch ip man, looks nice:) bruce lee!wa-taaaa~!
Finally met up with mich!!! Haha…I was helping her to shop for her new year clothes and Christmas gifts….Although we haven’t met for ages, (at least for a couple of months?)we still have a lot to talk and there wasn’t any awkwardness at all:) haha,
LEFTY,SO GLAD I MET YOU TODAY:) AND KIND OF BECAME YOUR SHOPPING CONSULTANT?lol…
The rest,(wendy, Teresa, qianru,tracy.) only came later in the evening to catch ‘twilight’. Wasn’t able to join them for the movie coz I had to head home early:(…so I just met them to take a look at them haha, just wanted to see how they are:)MISS ALL OF YOU!...yup and I went home after.
*Virus scanning now…after my bro told me abt the virus thingie that was in the papers..*
i wanna watch ip man, looks nice:) bruce lee!wa-taaaa~!
hmm.
Staying at home is tiring.
Stressful and uneasy.
Fancy “home” to be the so-called comfort zone. haha.
Hmmm.我任命了。
Stressful and uneasy.
Fancy “home” to be the so-called comfort zone. haha.
Hmmm.我任命了。
back home.
Just reached home last night,
TIRED.
Unpacking is tedious work, compared to packing.
The trip was pretty alright…I wouldn’t say this is a bad trip, but not the best though. Hmm, was kind of like a babysitting-cum-photographer journey. Oh well, didn’t get to sit many of the rides.. (because we had to cater to the kids, and grandma)….
the place was beautiful, esp. the coast…the sand was super fine, the view from the 77th floor observational deck was simply amazing! Yet I wasn’t able to fully enjoy every bit of it….
REALLY couldn’t stand my two cousins. Spoilt brats, seriously. And my grandma kept asking questions over and over again…which was pretty irritating. I don’t blame her because she felt insecure in a foreign country, but its really irritating….ALL THROUGH the journey, I think I was a babysitter, everything was for the kids, (was pretty pissed with my uncle for not really bothering to take care of them, always stoning somewhere…)
A LOT of dilly-dally-ing…waiting here and there, stopping a lot….waiting for the kids to settle....dragging the kids…….the speed was like 3metres per hour……
one phrase to sum up the journey would be…
THE ART OF WAITING.
I practically chiong-ed my shopping la, its like..
”wa, nice, worth, mummy can buy?”..
and she’ld say…
”nice, buy lo,if not donno when we’ll come again…”
then we’ll just buy, haha….
I know my mum was upset throughout the journey, somehow she was like the maid, and I felt abit angry…. someone had to acc my grandma, and she’s always the one, and to take care of the bags while the rest go play, I know she didn’t enjoy the trip at all, toward the end, she flared up abit….its like fancy spending so much $ to go there, to be a maid=.=.
Thus, it felt as if me, bro and mum were hired to babysit, take photographs, be a maid respectively. But im telling myself that’s not the case so that I wouldn’t feel so lousy.haha.
oh well, I’ve learnt my lesson, no more trips with them. just me,my mum, and bro would be the most ideal:)
things I miss in sg…
Food, internet, friends, my pillow, my room, and the nothing-to-do life(as in no kidsto worry for…)
Would upload the photos on facebook I guess, depending on my mood…haha…
Im sick of French fries. For the first time in my life.
TIRED.
Unpacking is tedious work, compared to packing.
The trip was pretty alright…I wouldn’t say this is a bad trip, but not the best though. Hmm, was kind of like a babysitting-cum-photographer journey. Oh well, didn’t get to sit many of the rides.. (because we had to cater to the kids, and grandma)….
the place was beautiful, esp. the coast…the sand was super fine, the view from the 77th floor observational deck was simply amazing! Yet I wasn’t able to fully enjoy every bit of it….
REALLY couldn’t stand my two cousins. Spoilt brats, seriously. And my grandma kept asking questions over and over again…which was pretty irritating. I don’t blame her because she felt insecure in a foreign country, but its really irritating….ALL THROUGH the journey, I think I was a babysitter, everything was for the kids, (was pretty pissed with my uncle for not really bothering to take care of them, always stoning somewhere…)
A LOT of dilly-dally-ing…waiting here and there, stopping a lot….waiting for the kids to settle....dragging the kids…….the speed was like 3metres per hour……
one phrase to sum up the journey would be…
THE ART OF WAITING.
I practically chiong-ed my shopping la, its like..
”wa, nice, worth, mummy can buy?”..
and she’ld say…
”nice, buy lo,if not donno when we’ll come again…”
then we’ll just buy, haha….
I know my mum was upset throughout the journey, somehow she was like the maid, and I felt abit angry…. someone had to acc my grandma, and she’s always the one, and to take care of the bags while the rest go play, I know she didn’t enjoy the trip at all, toward the end, she flared up abit….its like fancy spending so much $ to go there, to be a maid=.=.
Thus, it felt as if me, bro and mum were hired to babysit, take photographs, be a maid respectively. But im telling myself that’s not the case so that I wouldn’t feel so lousy.haha.
oh well, I’ve learnt my lesson, no more trips with them. just me,my mum, and bro would be the most ideal:)
things I miss in sg…
Food, internet, friends, my pillow, my room, and the nothing-to-do life(as in no kidsto worry for…)
Would upload the photos on facebook I guess, depending on my mood…haha…
Im sick of French fries. For the first time in my life.
35 hours more.
Just 35 hours more and I’ll be on my way to Australia.
Seriously, im not very excited.
Don’t know why. Haha.
Don think I will blog tomorrow, so….
Byebye bloggie!
Seriously, im not very excited.
Don’t know why. Haha.
Don think I will blog tomorrow, so….
Byebye bloggie!
11months ago.
11 months ago, something super bad happened.
Haha, (*hint: new years day:P)
-aside.
“Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream,
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.”
Im questioning reality, the ‘reality’ we are living in might not be real. Therefore, when we dream at night, can it mean that we are dreaming in a dream? Or maybe, dreams and nightmares are the reality? (Since there’s something called dejavu..) Or maybe..haha..okok…shall stop thinking out loud.
Haha, (*hint: new years day:P)
-aside.
“Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream,
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.”
Im questioning reality, the ‘reality’ we are living in might not be real. Therefore, when we dream at night, can it mean that we are dreaming in a dream? Or maybe, dreams and nightmares are the reality? (Since there’s something called dejavu..) Or maybe..haha..okok…shall stop thinking out loud.
hehe.
Do I look like her?
:)
:)
.
Results released.
Got a B for both essay and studio:)
its nothing much seriously. Nothing good. Nothing bad.
Some thoughts:
1) I realised that I should stop going out.
2) I realised that I hate more than I love. Haha.
3) I realised that I need more rest.
4) I realised that I am always a burden. (haha.this is not an emo statement.)
5) I realised that there’s no quiet place to let me think in Sg.
6) I realised that I am always troubled.
7) I realised I shouldn’t always be troubled for the sake of the people around me.
8) I realised I am never lucky.
9) I realised that everyone has high expectations from me.
10) I realised that I realised many things.
Hehe…just some self refection……
Im a happy kid. Seriously!
Got a B for both essay and studio:)
its nothing much seriously. Nothing good. Nothing bad.
Some thoughts:
1) I realised that I should stop going out.
2) I realised that I hate more than I love. Haha.
3) I realised that I need more rest.
4) I realised that I am always a burden. (haha.this is not an emo statement.)
5) I realised that there’s no quiet place to let me think in Sg.
6) I realised that I am always troubled.
7) I realised I shouldn’t always be troubled for the sake of the people around me.
8) I realised I am never lucky.
9) I realised that everyone has high expectations from me.
10) I realised that I realised many things.
Hehe…just some self refection……
Im a happy kid. Seriously!
어떻게.
어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게!
어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게!
Sigh*
But at least I’ve got a good listener.
Thank you so much:)
어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게! 어떻게!
Sigh*
But at least I’ve got a good listener.
Thank you so much:)
ouch.
Recently,
My ear hurts, like something piercing in…
Anyway, TOMORROW IS ASSESSMENT!
Wish me luck:)
My ear hurts, like something piercing in…
Anyway, TOMORROW IS ASSESSMENT!
Wish me luck:)
bang*
I banged my head again!
It all happened when…
My brother’s alarm kept on ringing .. and I was VERY irritated…
So I went his room (half awake) and knocked loudly at his door to wake him up…
And then when I walked back to my room, I turned in too soon…
Thus, instead of walking through the door,
I walked into the wall.
=.=’’’’
this time got ba-lu-ku somemore.
It all happened when…
My brother’s alarm kept on ringing .. and I was VERY irritated…
So I went his room (half awake) and knocked loudly at his door to wake him up…
And then when I walked back to my room, I turned in too soon…
Thus, instead of walking through the door,
I walked into the wall.
=.=’’’’
this time got ba-lu-ku somemore.
sick-ening.
Being sick sucks.
Coughing is tiring.
AISH* SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME!
Help.
Coughing is tiring.
AISH* SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME!
Help.
sigh*
Yz, jia you.
忍。
忍。
Happy Birthday!
Today is my brother’s birthday:)
blur.
Haha..
It was the middle of the night, and it started to rain,
So i woke up to close my room windows..
And i decided to be nice and help my bro close his room window as well..
Couldn’t really see well because i got up to fast and i wasn’t wearing my spectacles...
I was rubbing my eyes as i walk toward his room...
Bloody hell! I didn’t know he closed his room door, thus...
I walked into the door
*BANG*
Very loud....
Heng i bang finish then my dad came out from his room, if not sure get scolded...
Even i find it funny, bang finish go back sleep...
It was the middle of the night, and it started to rain,
So i woke up to close my room windows..
And i decided to be nice and help my bro close his room window as well..
Couldn’t really see well because i got up to fast and i wasn’t wearing my spectacles...
I was rubbing my eyes as i walk toward his room...
Bloody hell! I didn’t know he closed his room door, thus...
I walked into the door
*BANG*
Very loud....
Heng i bang finish then my dad came out from his room, if not sure get scolded...
Even i find it funny, bang finish go back sleep...
sense of achievement.
SAW MY CATALOGUE AT KINOKUNIYA!
DAMN HAPPY!
Its a BIG achievement for me,I thought it would only appear in the art museum for sale, but I was seriously quite shocked when I saw it at kino la!
Wa....im still drowning in happiness
Hehehehe......
And its 69 bucks.....
DAMN HAPPY!
Its a BIG achievement for me,I thought it would only appear in the art museum for sale, but I was seriously quite shocked when I saw it at kino la!
Wa....im still drowning in happiness
Hehehehe......
And its 69 bucks.....
haha.
Been long time since I've blogged, one term has passed, which means 3 draining projects have been completed.
Running out of ideas!
Ok, Friday marks the beginning of the next term.....
Advertising... T.T
Give me a break!
Running out of ideas!
Ok, Friday marks the beginning of the next term.....
Advertising... T.T
Give me a break!
PIE day.
WEmade pizza last july...and we made pie this july!hehe, jy, Heidi, Heidi cousin, and me:)
Aha..i feel like im writing a primary sch essay..anyway... Heidi and her cousin dam pro la....SHIFU MASTER
Hyahyahyah~
Before i show you our pie, here some very-high jy photos...*hehe*
^jy will scared you for a start!
TOOOOO MUCH.... ‘A’!
check out my new hairstyle:)
And jy’s hairstyle too!
Jy is drooling....
Pretty normal..hhahaha..
TOOMUCH...‘Y’!
AND FOR THE LONG AWAITED MOMENT!
Our pie! Ta-da!!!!!
Jy look scary though..haha.
But seriously our pie looks ‘weak’ compared to heidi’s haha...its like ours is a unhealthy child and her is a fit and healthy child...
I think no one would understaind what i mean...but whatever la..lol..
A little comparison...
Ok la..actually ours doesn’t look that bad ya? It has aesthetics k..got texture, got colour tones..dont play play ah...lol..
Saw this flower ...think its called ‘fu gui hua’ and it reminded me of my childhood...coz we used to have this plant, and it blooms only a few times a year....so whenever it bloom we would take a photo with it...hahaha...
Aha..i feel like im writing a primary sch essay..anyway... Heidi and her cousin dam pro la....SHIFU MASTER
Hyahyahyah~
Before i show you our pie, here some very-high jy photos...*hehe*
^jy will scared you for a start!
TOOOOO MUCH.... ‘A’!
check out my new hairstyle:)
And jy’s hairstyle too!
Jy is drooling....
Pretty normal..hhahaha..
TOOMUCH...‘Y’!
AND FOR THE LONG AWAITED MOMENT!
Our pie! Ta-da!!!!!
Jy look scary though..haha.
But seriously our pie looks ‘weak’ compared to heidi’s haha...its like ours is a unhealthy child and her is a fit and healthy child...
I think no one would understaind what i mean...but whatever la..lol..
A little comparison...
Ok la..actually ours doesn’t look that bad ya? It has aesthetics k..got texture, got colour tones..dont play play ah...lol..
Saw this flower ...think its called ‘fu gui hua’ and it reminded me of my childhood...coz we used to have this plant, and it blooms only a few times a year....so whenever it bloom we would take a photo with it...hahaha...
i think i changed quite abit.
Was looking through my neoprints and realised how much everyone has changed..
Neoprints were the IN thing during my secondary sch life..haha...
*photos are in chronological order....[from 2003 to 2006]*
Hahahahahahaahaha!...ive never had my hair long until i started lasalle..
And the reason why i kept my hair was because, initially, i really didn’t have time to cut my hair due to the tremendously crazy amt of sch work...
which later on led me to think: hmmm...no harm keeping it and see how i look like hor?haha..
I think everyone in these^ photos changed ...and obviously everyone look much better now..though i kinda miss my toot toot hairstyle back then.
*nostalgia*
Neoprints were the IN thing during my secondary sch life..haha...
*photos are in chronological order....[from 2003 to 2006]*
Hahahahahahaahaha!...ive never had my hair long until i started lasalle..
And the reason why i kept my hair was because, initially, i really didn’t have time to cut my hair due to the tremendously crazy amt of sch work...
which later on led me to think: hmmm...no harm keeping it and see how i look like hor?haha..
I think everyone in these^ photos changed ...and obviously everyone look much better now..though i kinda miss my toot toot hairstyle back then.
*nostalgia*
last day.
Today is my last day of work!
Had dinner with my colleagues at absolute haven:)
The food was pretty good! But there were quite alot of ppl(alot of OLs)...hhaa...but oh well...
Its quite ex for me la....
BUT
It was selwyn’s treat anyway..hyahyah~
I think i’ll go back to work next holiday:) (if they don’t mind me la..)
Realised i haven’t been blogging for quite a while...anyway..
I WENT TO THE NLB SALE TODAY
I FOUND ‘SCHINDLER’S LIST’
Walao..its like the ‘cannot-find-kind –of-treasure-kind’ of book....hyah~
Bought 3 other books too..hehe ..i only liked 2 out of the 4 books actually..but ITS ONLY 2DOLLARS FOR ONE ..so why not...hehe..
Anyway...lynette will have no lunch partner starting next week..haha...will meet her for lunch sometime lo..haha...kinda enjoyed working at octopus:)
[How i wish XL and D will just get together<3 *hehe*]
Alrights....Will post photos of the dinner when i feel like..haha....
Had dinner with my colleagues at absolute haven:)
The food was pretty good! But there were quite alot of ppl(alot of OLs)...hhaa...but oh well...
Its quite ex for me la....
BUT
It was selwyn’s treat anyway..hyahyah~
I think i’ll go back to work next holiday:) (if they don’t mind me la..)
Realised i haven’t been blogging for quite a while...anyway..
I WENT TO THE NLB SALE TODAY
I FOUND ‘SCHINDLER’S LIST’
Walao..its like the ‘cannot-find-kind –of-treasure-kind’ of book....hyah~
Bought 3 other books too..hehe ..i only liked 2 out of the 4 books actually..but ITS ONLY 2DOLLARS FOR ONE ..so why not...hehe..
Anyway...lynette will have no lunch partner starting next week..haha...will meet her for lunch sometime lo..haha...kinda enjoyed working at octopus:)
[How i wish XL and D will just get together<3 *hehe*]
Alrights....Will post photos of the dinner when i feel like..haha....
new life:)
new blogskin..hehe
simple one..so that it can last longer...
hyah hyah hyah~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG!
2nd year alr!
simple one..so that it can last longer...
hyah hyah hyah~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG!
2nd year alr!
FLASH...
Today i searched the web for flash tutorials ...
and i learnt something today!
Haha.this is a retarded little flash animation i made... Hyah hyah hyah~
Super basic! Haha..but i was quite fascinated when i actually managed to create something that moves!
Hehehe....
and i learnt something today!
Haha.this is a retarded little flash animation i made... Hyah hyah hyah~
Super basic! Haha..but i was quite fascinated when i actually managed to create something that moves!
Hehehe....
don’t know what to blog about.
Haha.
I don’t know what to blog about....
Wanted to show some of my works..but im just toooooo lazy..
Wanted to show some photos too...but im also too lazy...
Hah.
BUT I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING LEH
Ok..blogged..
:)
I don’t know what to blog about....
Wanted to show some of my works..but im just toooooo lazy..
Wanted to show some photos too...but im also too lazy...
Hah.
BUT I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING LEH
Ok..blogged..
:)
Some thoughts.
Just saw some news clips and some stories on tv regarding the Szechuan earthquake.
It is a natural disaster, and no one can stop it from happening....so there was nothing we could do...
However...upon hearing cases whereby some of the rescuers, who lost their own loved ones, had to actually continue recuing others,
i was pretty touched...
I believe these rescuers feel like shit in their hearts, but i REALLY salute them to be able to still muster up enough strength to help others instead...
Another thing that touched me was that one mother actually protected her 3-4months old baby with her own body....she died but her baby survived,thanks to her....
The baby was sleeping peacefully when rescuers found him wrapped and protected under his dead mother’s body...
---
I know there are also ppl like the government officials, big stars, etc forking out huge sums of money to help the victims..... i just feel that these sort of help isit as sincere as those who are actually at the actual disaster site rescuing ppl...
Why?
Because i believe these big stars, besides trying to help these victims, are also taking this chance to increase their popularity...
Coz then, when the news reports who-who-who has donated a super huge amt of money, the reaction of most audience is like, “wa...so generous..so kind”
Ya right.
MAKING USE OF THIS DISASTER TO BECOME FAMOUS IS WRONG.
I don’t know what other ppl think...this is just my pt of view, because i believe there are such idiots out there who think this way....
I cant help but suspect their kindness..
its a commercial world out there my friend.
Anyway, this earthquake has revealed the many sides of man....
The kindness,
the bravery,
the strength,
the enthusiasm,
the perseverance,
And the greed.
It is a natural disaster, and no one can stop it from happening....so there was nothing we could do...
However...upon hearing cases whereby some of the rescuers, who lost their own loved ones, had to actually continue recuing others,
i was pretty touched...
I believe these rescuers feel like shit in their hearts, but i REALLY salute them to be able to still muster up enough strength to help others instead...
Another thing that touched me was that one mother actually protected her 3-4months old baby with her own body....she died but her baby survived,thanks to her....
The baby was sleeping peacefully when rescuers found him wrapped and protected under his dead mother’s body...
---
I know there are also ppl like the government officials, big stars, etc forking out huge sums of money to help the victims..... i just feel that these sort of help isit as sincere as those who are actually at the actual disaster site rescuing ppl...
Why?
Because i believe these big stars, besides trying to help these victims, are also taking this chance to increase their popularity...
Coz then, when the news reports who-who-who has donated a super huge amt of money, the reaction of most audience is like, “wa...so generous..so kind”
Ya right.
MAKING USE OF THIS DISASTER TO BECOME FAMOUS IS WRONG.
I don’t know what other ppl think...this is just my pt of view, because i believe there are such idiots out there who think this way....
I cant help but suspect their kindness..
its a commercial world out there my friend.
Anyway, this earthquake has revealed the many sides of man....
The kindness,
the bravery,
the strength,
the enthusiasm,
the perseverance,
And the greed.
UPDATED
Here’s a peek of my new drawing of allen walker from d.gray man [an anime] !!!hehe..
To view the complete drawing, visit my DEVIANTART
My deviant link is actually already under the “ ? adieu “ section on the right panel of this blog:) hehe...
for bored ppl...and ppl who are interested to see my art works..please go seesee my stuff there..haha..and leave comments on my tagboard here if you don’t have a deviant account:)
Kamsahapnida!
anyway, i’ve been eating ALOT recently..hehe...growing ALOT fatter too....
Aishhhhhhh*
Ive got the urge to draw nowadays too..hehe...will take the chance to build up my deviantart...
hyah hyah hyah~
YO:)
Haha...i received my belated birthday present from jackying ajooma and Heidi ajooma today! Haha...the packaging is done by printmaking la! Hehe and its a
print of jj:) hehe...anyway..they bought me a topshop tee...i like and i can wear! I thought it would be too small...
This is the packaging...
And this is the tee + packaging:)
Nice yeah?
Anyway... i realise i forgot to upload the image of the present that GG gave me!haha..paiseh paiseh.here’s it! I like it very much too!ty once again!
Yupyup...hehe..just saw these photos from mavis’s blog:) i didn’t even know that i was photographed in some of the photos!haha weird but true!
Its a year long’s photos haaha..some are really long ago some are pretty recent..but anyhow these ppl have been great! It has been a fulfilling level 1 academic year :)
TOMORO IS THE WEEKENDSSSSSSSS!!!!
AND MON IS VESAK DAY!!!! [= public holiday= no work!!]
:) *i just threw out my dear and loyal buddy pillow yesterday...after 11 over years.... im still not quite used to it..sigh...anyway..i’ll be searching for a new one tomoro:)
Hope i get a similar one..heh heh
Ive got the urge to draw nowadays too..hehe...will take the chance to build up my deviantart...
hyah hyah hyah~
This is the packaging...
And this is the tee + packaging:)
Nice yeah?
Anyway... i realise i forgot to upload the image of the present that GG gave me!haha..paiseh paiseh.here’s it! I like it very much too!ty once again!
Yupyup...hehe..just saw these photos from mavis’s blog:) i didn’t even know that i was photographed in some of the photos!haha weird but true!
Its a year long’s photos haaha..some are really long ago some are pretty recent..but anyhow these ppl have been great! It has been a fulfilling level 1 academic year :)
TOMORO IS THE WEEKENDSSSSSSSS!!!!
AND MON IS VESAK DAY!!!! [= public holiday= no work!!]
:) *i just threw out my dear and loyal buddy pillow yesterday...after 11 over years.... im still not quite used to it..sigh...anyway..i’ll be searching for a new one tomoro:)
Hope i get a similar one..heh heh
Ive got the urge to draw nowadays too..hehe...will take the chance to build up my deviantart...
hyah hyah hyah~
happy:P
Pretty happy with my new job!
It doesn’t feel like a working place actually..haha...
The ppl there are very friendly!
Xiao Ling,lynette and darrell are the ones i’m working with right now...
Here’s a little peek of the Octopus workspace!..this was taken from my seat/my pt of view... [ the images are cut up because its a few images combined haha]
Messy but organised workplace...
its a really nice and warm place:) [ literally warm as well coz the aircon’s not working..=.=]
Yup..will try to blog more heehee...
It doesn’t feel like a working place actually..haha...
The ppl there are very friendly!
Xiao Ling,lynette and darrell are the ones i’m working with right now...
Here’s a little peek of the Octopus workspace!..this was taken from my seat/my pt of view... [ the images are cut up because its a few images combined haha]
Messy but organised workplace...
its a really nice and warm place:) [ literally warm as well coz the aircon’s not working..=.=]
Yup..will try to blog more heehee...
wahahahahahahaha!
i got the job at octopus! [ www.octopus.sg]
Without the help of the school...haha..
So happy!
This is the first time im working in a design company.....to tell the truth im pretty nervous..i just hope the people there would be nice...hope hope hope...pls wish me all the best.thank you!
The best thing is I don’t need to work on weekends which is good so at least i still have time to play some games and watch some shows..haha..
Oh the people there are also former lasalle students....the funny thing is, in my previous job..my boss was also a lasalle student...gosh..fate!
I hope i wouldn’t be a hassle to them!
I gues i’ve got quite alot for my first day of my 19th year in life:)
Without the help of the school...haha..
So happy!
This is the first time im working in a design company.....to tell the truth im pretty nervous..i just hope the people there would be nice...hope hope hope...pls wish me all the best.thank you!
The best thing is I don’t need to work on weekends which is good so at least i still have time to play some games and watch some shows..haha..
Oh the people there are also former lasalle students....the funny thing is, in my previous job..my boss was also a lasalle student...gosh..fate!
I hope i wouldn’t be a hassle to them!
I gues i’ve got quite alot for my first day of my 19th year in life:)
happy birthday to me (part2)
I though i was going to celebrate my day at home..haha...then wendy msged me saying that we are actually meeting at 2.30 at orchard! Haha..
Anyway...met them..had lunch at pasta mania..hee ..dammit la the food prices are increasing like soooooooo much la...oh well nvm eat lesser lo..save money..hor, qianru..hahah.joking joking.
After lunch we wanted to take the legendary neoprint, it was kinda weird coz its been so long since i stepped into a neoprint machine..but anyway we didn’t take any coz there were too many ppl...
Headed down to heeren..and then we realised that Nicole brought her cam =.=..haha! and then we took some group photos...haha..
Us:)
Me and Nicole..hhehe i wanted to look stone deliberately:)
Me:) with my gift [ripcurl wallet!] from them! I look like i just graduated:P
Next along the way to ps we saw that the istana was open to public so we decided to go take a look....BUT it was like botanic garden la..there was such a loooooong walk before we could reach the istana so we gave up halfway and went back to the gate to take some photos..hehehe..
And then we even took photos with the poor guard who was like a model for ppl to take photos with..haha poor guy...
Then we went down to ps..were searching desperately for a place to sit and cool down..the weather was horrid la..humid,hot, oh man....
Finally got a seat at burger king....hehe last photo of the day:)
Everone’s faces are abit cut off..haha.but that was the best..thanks to Teresa..haha[ ya la your wallet very nice la]
THANKS GUYS FOR TODAY!!! Love the gift but love you all more..hehe:)
Miss you MICHELLEEEEE, ESTHERRR, LYDIAAA! HOPE TO YOU ALL SOON!
Great day today:)
However..bad dinner=.=
[Shall not spoil the mood..leave it for tomoro]
Anyway...met them..had lunch at pasta mania..hee ..dammit la the food prices are increasing like soooooooo much la...oh well nvm eat lesser lo..save money..hor, qianru..hahah.joking joking.
After lunch we wanted to take the legendary neoprint, it was kinda weird coz its been so long since i stepped into a neoprint machine..but anyway we didn’t take any coz there were too many ppl...
Headed down to heeren..and then we realised that Nicole brought her cam =.=..haha! and then we took some group photos...haha..
Us:)
Me and Nicole..hhehe i wanted to look stone deliberately:)
Me:) with my gift [ripcurl wallet!] from them! I look like i just graduated:P
Next along the way to ps we saw that the istana was open to public so we decided to go take a look....BUT it was like botanic garden la..there was such a loooooong walk before we could reach the istana so we gave up halfway and went back to the gate to take some photos..hehehe..
And then we even took photos with the poor guard who was like a model for ppl to take photos with..haha poor guy...
Then we went down to ps..were searching desperately for a place to sit and cool down..the weather was horrid la..humid,hot, oh man....
Finally got a seat at burger king....hehe last photo of the day:)
Everone’s faces are abit cut off..haha.but that was the best..thanks to Teresa..haha[ ya la your wallet very nice la]
THANKS GUYS FOR TODAY!!! Love the gift but love you all more..hehe:)
Miss you MICHELLEEEEE, ESTHERRR, LYDIAAA! HOPE TO YOU ALL SOON!
Great day today:)
However..bad dinner=.=
[Shall not spoil the mood..leave it for tomoro]
happy birthday to me (part 1)
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeee~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME:)
Haha..how suay can i be man..falling sick on my birthday...my nose is killing me-.-‘’’’
Anyway..these are some photos taken during my very stress days in lasalle...
Haha..
A half-the-class photo:)
Chew yun and her funny bunny teeth..
Kar yin:) also fellow lefty..
Lilian! Our lao da:P
Tina tina..funny girl..haha..quite lame too
Husna and mavis! Hehe..
And some last day of sch photos..there are many more but i haven’t got them yet...
Almost the whole class is here..teehee
Yo! Vincente!
Colin! One of the best lecturers i’ve met:P
Haha ..the few of us behind were not supposed to be there..being extra la...hehe
LAST BUT NOT LEAST..exco outing!!! Hehe:) my lovesssss
Will continue to upload more soon!
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeee~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME:)
Haha..how suay can i be man..falling sick on my birthday...my nose is killing me-.-‘’’’
Anyway..these are some photos taken during my very stress days in lasalle...
Haha..
A half-the-class photo:)
Chew yun and her funny bunny teeth..
Kar yin:) also fellow lefty..
Lilian! Our lao da:P
Tina tina..funny girl..haha..quite lame too
Husna and mavis! Hehe..
And some last day of sch photos..there are many more but i haven’t got them yet...
Almost the whole class is here..teehee
Yo! Vincente!
Colin! One of the best lecturers i’ve met:P
Haha ..the few of us behind were not supposed to be there..being extra la...hehe
LAST BUT NOT LEAST..exco outing!!! Hehe:) my lovesssss
Will continue to upload more soon!
FREEEEEE!
Currently very free:)
Waiting for the STPI [Singapore Tyler Print Institute] to reply me to see if i get the job there...hehe..i really wanna work there.
Its actually a printmaking gallery cum workshop.. haha i know it doesn’t seem like its related to design..but i am really really interested in printmaking too...
Oh, and i was thinking of asking ‘FARM’ or ‘Octopus’ if they require interns....blahhhhhhhhhh! i really wanna get i job related to what im studying soon....if not i’ll rot for the next 3 months.
Anyway, nothing much really happened the past 4 months...its the usual busy routine of all-work-no-play-plus-no-sleep kind of life..haha..a little surprises here and there, some good some not-so-good...celebrated a few birthdays in sch, has a final photo-taking craze on the last day of sch [due to the large photosize and my laziness, i would upload the photos another time..hehe]
Yup...OH...NICOLE GOT A BLOG!haha... hmmm..im still considering if ‘congratualtions’ is a good word to address this...
Ok la..shall show one of my favourite series of photography:)
title: My happy grandma
There are smilie faces stickers on my grandma’s toes...
So unique ya?...like no other...
Will blog again....
Waiting for the STPI [Singapore Tyler Print Institute] to reply me to see if i get the job there...hehe..i really wanna work there.
Its actually a printmaking gallery cum workshop.. haha i know it doesn’t seem like its related to design..but i am really really interested in printmaking too...
Oh, and i was thinking of asking ‘FARM’ or ‘Octopus’ if they require interns....blahhhhhhhhhh! i really wanna get i job related to what im studying soon....if not i’ll rot for the next 3 months.
Anyway, nothing much really happened the past 4 months...its the usual busy routine of all-work-no-play-plus-no-sleep kind of life..haha..a little surprises here and there, some good some not-so-good...celebrated a few birthdays in sch, has a final photo-taking craze on the last day of sch [due to the large photosize and my laziness, i would upload the photos another time..hehe]
Yup...OH...NICOLE GOT A BLOG!haha... hmmm..im still considering if ‘congratualtions’ is a good word to address this...
Ok la..shall show one of my favourite series of photography:)
title: My happy grandma
There are smilie faces stickers on my grandma’s toes...
So unique ya?...like no other...
Will blog again....
its been 4 months
Its been 4 months since I blogged… which means i’ve had no life for this past 4 months
HAHA!my assessments are not over yet..just 4 more days to feedom:)
Will blog more soon!
HAHA!my assessments are not over yet..just 4 more days to feedom:)
Will blog more soon!
Qianru's birthday:)
we celebrated qianru's 19th birthday on fri!
^a little group photo
anyway, to sum up everthing...we all had fun[as usual] and i believe qianru did too!
im lazy to upload all the photos[because there were many retarded ones..lol] so im just gonna put 2 group photos..haha..
^the girls
oh yes
IF QIAN RU YOU ARE READING THIS,
YOUR PORTRAIT IS ALREADY UP ON MY DEVIANT[as requested]
LOL.
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD, QIANRU!
*ive just got my sch timetable..lucky no change in class,
lecturers teaching:
colin,
vincente,
ginette,
penny seow[no idea who],
su fan,
yup...
JIA LAT
T.T
^a little group photo
anyway, to sum up everthing...we all had fun[as usual] and i believe qianru did too!
im lazy to upload all the photos[because there were many retarded ones..lol] so im just gonna put 2 group photos..haha..
^the girls
oh yes
IF QIAN RU YOU ARE READING THIS,
YOUR PORTRAIT IS ALREADY UP ON MY DEVIANT[as requested]
LOL.
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD, QIANRU!
*ive just got my sch timetable..lucky no change in class,
lecturers teaching:
colin,
vincente,
ginette,
penny seow[no idea who],
su fan,
yup...
JIA LAT
T.T
im fine:)
dear friends,
im fine :) no worries..
i won't ponder over such things for long...
doesnt do me any good [i dont want to die young O.T]
but seriously, THANKS TO ALL who have been worrying for me:)
michelle, nicole, qianru, wendy, and all the other fellow gays..
when i read mich's entry on her blog[for me] i was really close to tears...
and she even msged my mum asking abt me..really love you to bits lefty!
quoted from my mum:
"???????!"
and i agreed with her immediately!
not to forget that i also told her all my other friends[secondary sch and some lasalle] are also true and worthy people to befriend:)
ps: sadlynewyear.blogspot.com
read if you want to know the full story.
anyway, i know you guys are always there, so just keep laughing with me and thats enough!thats all i need!
its the little things you all do that warms my heart:)
im fine :) no worries..
i won't ponder over such things for long...
doesnt do me any good [i dont want to die young O.T]
but seriously, THANKS TO ALL who have been worrying for me:)
michelle, nicole, qianru, wendy, and all the other fellow gays..
when i read mich's entry on her blog[for me] i was really close to tears...
and she even msged my mum asking abt me..really love you to bits lefty!
quoted from my mum:
"???????!"
and i agreed with her immediately!
not to forget that i also told her all my other friends[secondary sch and some lasalle] are also true and worthy people to befriend:)
ps: sadlynewyear.blogspot.com
read if you want to know the full story.
anyway, i know you guys are always there, so just keep laughing with me and thats enough!thats all i need!
its the little things you all do that warms my heart:)
.
i'm glad i stayed through after 12 with you people, my dear friends.
i didn't regret.
at least at the point when the clock striked 12, i was happy.
what happened after.
was called back home, as expected.
thankyou mich,nic and wend for being with me and helping me to get a cab:) thankyou so so much... if you guys werent there i think i would still be stuck.not just for the cab.thanks for everything.
the taxi uncle was nice too
he drove really fast,but somehow i wished he would drive slower.
was preparing myself to face the music on the way home.
the taxi uncle wished me happy new year and told me be take care and be careful when going home.
it was a ironic moment, i was touched to be wished hapy new year,
yet when he said, "take care and be careful", it was a pun.
i was afraid, i wont deny it.but i had to face it.
i reach the door, it was ledged. i expected it.
i waited for someone to open it,and my mum came to open it for me.
i was abt to enter when 'he' chased me out and asked me to go back to where my friends were.
he took my phone and locked the door.
it was as i predicted.
but tears just welled up
not because i was chased out but because i was thinking:
why on earth do i have a dad like that? why do i have to suffer living with him?
i didnt have my phone so i wasnt able to contact anyone, but my mum opened the door and asked me to go in.
i went in, i was half shivering with fear. i dont know what was going to happen next.
i went straight to bed, didnt even on the lights.
then 'he' came and on the lights.
and it began.
i listened quietly, it was all his assumptions, his anger drove him mad, not us.
he ordered me like a slave to change back and get out of the house.
i sat still like a statue.
if i left my mum and bro would be in greater suffering.i wouldnt leave, though i really wanted to.
he hit me hard in the face with a pillow several times, i felt nothing.
my mum defended me by saying some things and ended up being scolded as well.
'he' was close to punching my mum, i was on the alert.
i would defend her if 'he' were to punch her.
i would explode.
but he was lucky he didnt.
later 'he' ws satisfied like a predator which had just caught its prey.
he went to sleep.
my mum sat at the bed with me.my bro came in.
then they told me that while i was being scolded, my bro hurried to my phone and deleted all the imptly crucial messages.
he also recorded whatever he scolded.
i was happy and touched.
we talked for a while because all of us were unable to sleep after what had happened.
what 'he' said:
"i will not attend your graduation when you graduate!mark my words!i will not go for anyo of your graduation ceremony"
[i was laughing in my heart,its the best if you dont come!]
"if you dont treat me like father, you treat me like an idiot...i will also treat you like an idiot"
[yesyes certainly! i havent been treating you like a father from a long time ago, but who was the the one who treated me like a fool,an idiot first?making me feel like im the most stupid perosn living on earth?]
i am really very tired.
although i know i have friends out there for me, i feel very alone.
only if you are me, then you will understand what i am facing.
anyhow, i thank god for having such supportive friends! its not that i dont want to share my troubles, but i just dont want to trouble you all, you guys have your own lives and problems too.
i hope you all understand:) because some things are rather left unknown.
your presence,your lame conversations,our happy gatherings and your support are enough for me:)
thank you.
i didnt regret spending the new year with you all:)
i didn't regret.
at least at the point when the clock striked 12, i was happy.
what happened after.
was called back home, as expected.
thankyou mich,nic and wend for being with me and helping me to get a cab:) thankyou so so much... if you guys werent there i think i would still be stuck.not just for the cab.thanks for everything.
the taxi uncle was nice too
he drove really fast,but somehow i wished he would drive slower.
was preparing myself to face the music on the way home.
the taxi uncle wished me happy new year and told me be take care and be careful when going home.
it was a ironic moment, i was touched to be wished hapy new year,
yet when he said, "take care and be careful", it was a pun.
i was afraid, i wont deny it.but i had to face it.
i reach the door, it was ledged. i expected it.
i waited for someone to open it,and my mum came to open it for me.
i was abt to enter when 'he' chased me out and asked me to go back to where my friends were.
he took my phone and locked the door.
it was as i predicted.
but tears just welled up
not because i was chased out but because i was thinking:
why on earth do i have a dad like that? why do i have to suffer living with him?
i didnt have my phone so i wasnt able to contact anyone, but my mum opened the door and asked me to go in.
i went in, i was half shivering with fear. i dont know what was going to happen next.
i went straight to bed, didnt even on the lights.
then 'he' came and on the lights.
and it began.
i listened quietly, it was all his assumptions, his anger drove him mad, not us.
he ordered me like a slave to change back and get out of the house.
i sat still like a statue.
if i left my mum and bro would be in greater suffering.i wouldnt leave, though i really wanted to.
he hit me hard in the face with a pillow several times, i felt nothing.
my mum defended me by saying some things and ended up being scolded as well.
'he' was close to punching my mum, i was on the alert.
i would defend her if 'he' were to punch her.
i would explode.
but he was lucky he didnt.
later 'he' ws satisfied like a predator which had just caught its prey.
he went to sleep.
my mum sat at the bed with me.my bro came in.
then they told me that while i was being scolded, my bro hurried to my phone and deleted all the imptly crucial messages.
he also recorded whatever he scolded.
i was happy and touched.
we talked for a while because all of us were unable to sleep after what had happened.
what 'he' said:
"i will not attend your graduation when you graduate!mark my words!i will not go for anyo of your graduation ceremony"
[i was laughing in my heart,its the best if you dont come!]
"if you dont treat me like father, you treat me like an idiot...i will also treat you like an idiot"
[yesyes certainly! i havent been treating you like a father from a long time ago, but who was the the one who treated me like a fool,an idiot first?making me feel like im the most stupid perosn living on earth?]
i am really very tired.
although i know i have friends out there for me, i feel very alone.
only if you are me, then you will understand what i am facing.
anyhow, i thank god for having such supportive friends! its not that i dont want to share my troubles, but i just dont want to trouble you all, you guys have your own lives and problems too.
i hope you all understand:) because some things are rather left unknown.
your presence,your lame conversations,our happy gatherings and your support are enough for me:)
thank you.
i didnt regret spending the new year with you all:)
im fine:)
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
just fuck off and die.
fancy this being my new year resolution..
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
i hate you,pls go die
just fuck off and die.
fancy this being my new year resolution..
what the fuck.
he.the insane father of mine.sadly
that crazy fellow has begun his ridiculous tantrums again.
for what reason is he angry?
god knows.
his useless threatens are of no effect to me anymore.
threaten me not to pay my school fees?
haha...alright alright..i dont give a damn..i can just start working and earn a living.
well.when people ask me why im not studying, i'll just have to ans:
'oh..i my dad doesnt want to pay my sch fees..i dont know why..haha"
seriously, threatening me doesnt do you or me any good, firstly, i dont feel a shit, secondly, you might just drop dead because of a heart attack the next min.
how i wish you could really drop dead now.
i hate you.
that crazy fellow has begun his ridiculous tantrums again.
for what reason is he angry?
god knows.
his useless threatens are of no effect to me anymore.
threaten me not to pay my school fees?
haha...alright alright..i dont give a damn..i can just start working and earn a living.
well.when people ask me why im not studying, i'll just have to ans:
'oh..i my dad doesnt want to pay my sch fees..i dont know why..haha"
seriously, threatening me doesnt do you or me any good, firstly, i dont feel a shit, secondly, you might just drop dead because of a heart attack the next min.
how i wish you could really drop dead now.
i hate you.
change.
yoyo..i finally changed my blogskin:)
haha..dont really have the mood to blog nowadays..but im really very very bored now therefore i decided to change my blogskin and blog abit...
ok...went out with wendy, mich, nicole on wednesday..like finally! haha..esp. nicole..i haven seen her for like more than 5mths i think...
anyway, our initial plan was to go kbox..but out of 4 ppl, 3 were having sore throat or cough[thatsme!] haha...michelle was the only healthy one:)
thus, we decided to go to ikea since wendy wanted to buy some stuff there:)
we were abit like swaku there la everything also 'waaaaaaaa!' haha...and naturally we started to play around with the different room settings....
took some retarded photos..haha..
back to nature!
black vs black
michelle the cook!
wendy stealing wine...
3 curious ppl being curious abt a very normal fridge
haha..and some decent photos..
yupyup.thats all!haha..i don think i am gonna upload the genting photos...too many=.='''' and its so tiring..hehe..
haha..dont really have the mood to blog nowadays..but im really very very bored now therefore i decided to change my blogskin and blog abit...
ok...went out with wendy, mich, nicole on wednesday..like finally! haha..esp. nicole..i haven seen her for like more than 5mths i think...
anyway, our initial plan was to go kbox..but out of 4 ppl, 3 were having sore throat or cough[thatsme!] haha...michelle was the only healthy one:)
thus, we decided to go to ikea since wendy wanted to buy some stuff there:)
we were abit like swaku there la everything also 'waaaaaaaa!' haha...and naturally we started to play around with the different room settings....
took some retarded photos..haha..
back to nature!
black vs black
michelle the cook!
wendy stealing wine...
3 curious ppl being curious abt a very normal fridge
haha..and some decent photos..
yupyup.thats all!haha..i don think i am gonna upload the genting photos...too many=.='''' and its so tiring..hehe..
merry christmas!
Merry Christmas everyone!
my biggest gift this year is being sick=.=.....what luck...well.at least i feel much better now though i still cant really talk...
What a boring life i have....fancy me blogging at home on Christmas day...haha..
Been sick since last wed...terrible terrible...my nose was falling off and my lungs were abt to be coughed out of me! Inconsistent fever ....bleagh...i cant eat anything nice at all:( my throat wont allow it...
Shall stop talking abt being sick...haa...
Well. I came back from genting last Sunday night.it was really really really cold there, and it was very foggy..all the buildings were just buried in the fog.
Spent most of the time at the indoor theme park due to bad weather but still, i had quite alot of fun with my grandma and auntie and uncle and my dear cousins. although it was kind of quite a hard journey [the kids were quite a handful and my grandma can be quite naggy a well...haha...]but all in all it was good.
I was actually looking forward to the coach to genting before we went because i was told it had massage system installed in the seats, but when i finally got to sit and try..i realised it wasn’t as comfortable as i though though...slight disappointment, but the seat was comfortable on its own without the massage:)..
abit of motion sickness on the bus too because there was alot of vibration due to the uneven roads[m’sia ma...] it was even worse on the way home downhill because the road was curvy and i nearly puked..
Took quite a number of photos:)will upload soon
my biggest gift this year is being sick=.=.....what luck...well.at least i feel much better now though i still cant really talk...
What a boring life i have....fancy me blogging at home on Christmas day...haha..
Been sick since last wed...terrible terrible...my nose was falling off and my lungs were abt to be coughed out of me! Inconsistent fever ....bleagh...i cant eat anything nice at all:( my throat wont allow it...
Shall stop talking abt being sick...haa...
Well. I came back from genting last Sunday night.it was really really really cold there, and it was very foggy..all the buildings were just buried in the fog.
Spent most of the time at the indoor theme park due to bad weather but still, i had quite alot of fun with my grandma and auntie and uncle and my dear cousins. although it was kind of quite a hard journey [the kids were quite a handful and my grandma can be quite naggy a well...haha...]but all in all it was good.
I was actually looking forward to the coach to genting before we went because i was told it had massage system installed in the seats, but when i finally got to sit and try..i realised it wasn’t as comfortable as i though though...slight disappointment, but the seat was comfortable on its own without the massage:)..
abit of motion sickness on the bus too because there was alot of vibration due to the uneven roads[m’sia ma...] it was even worse on the way home downhill because the road was curvy and i nearly puked..
Took quite a number of photos:)will upload soon
cold!
The weather has been rather cold recently....rain rain and more rain..yesterday was the worse....whole day non-stop action
[refering to the rain]..
anyway ive been going out for the past few days...on mon i went with heidi and jackying to watch enchanted! it was a light- hearted movie but entertaining and funny as well..enjoyed it quite much:)and then after the movie we went to meet yingying:)
and the weirdest thing was i met rachel, jasmine and tiffany at the movie theatre too! and we were going for the same movie and same timing! sooooooo coincidental la!
then on tues i met up with rachel to just chit chat...we went to town for lunch and then just did some catching up with each other la...aiya we dont need a schedule when we go out..we just talk and decide along the way..hahaha...thats us:P
yupyup and today i went out with karyin, lilian and chew yun to the design fest at city hall....the exhibits were really good..got some free stuff haha...learnt something from it that is...
'treasure rubbish'..haha..
oh well...tiring tiring...im a big headache...stay at home feel bored, go out say sian..i don know what i want hahaha...im confused abt myself!wow...
im much happier now though..stress-free but sufffering from boredem...cant wait for the genting trip with my auntie, uncle, cousins and grandma!!! its a short trip and its only genting but what makes it fun is the people that are going with me:)
ok..im going to update myself with dongbang stuff haha...
anyway ive been going out for the past few days...on mon i went with heidi and jackying to watch enchanted! it was a light- hearted movie but entertaining and funny as well..enjoyed it quite much:)and then after the movie we went to meet yingying:)
and the weirdest thing was i met rachel, jasmine and tiffany at the movie theatre too! and we were going for the same movie and same timing! sooooooo coincidental la!
then on tues i met up with rachel to just chit chat...we went to town for lunch and then just did some catching up with each other la...aiya we dont need a schedule when we go out..we just talk and decide along the way..hahaha...thats us:P
yupyup and today i went out with karyin, lilian and chew yun to the design fest at city hall....the exhibits were really good..got some free stuff haha...learnt something from it that is...
'treasure rubbish'..haha..
oh well...tiring tiring...im a big headache...stay at home feel bored, go out say sian..i don know what i want hahaha...im confused abt myself!wow...
im much happier now though..stress-free but sufffering from boredem...cant wait for the genting trip with my auntie, uncle, cousins and grandma!!! its a short trip and its only genting but what makes it fun is the people that are going with me:)
ok..im going to update myself with dongbang stuff haha...
back!
It’s the start of another holiday!woohoo! my long awaited holiday…
after a terrible 5months death, I am finally back to life(i wonder how many times ive died already)
Oh well…anyway…yesterday, I received my not-so-confirmed-yet-quite-confirmed results for the semester?
Was quite shocked 0.0.
I did fairly well! Haha didn’t expected it because throughout the whole sem I was getting c/d grades[ 40-59]..but getting a c is reaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly
something to be happy abt alr!im serious!haha…
That’s lasalle for you.
Well…students in the sch are quite immune to this work-like-shit-but-no-constructive-comments-and-no-fair-grades everyday routine in sch…
Work-like-shit = 24hours non-stop working aka no sleep aka pia through the night la?[pia for what?hmmm..ive gotta think abt it…]
No-constructive-comments = for example…
Lecturer says: somethings wrong with your layout.
Student says: whats wrong with it? Would you pls give me some ideas?[politely]
Lecturer says: hmmm..i don’t know, it just looks weird…hmmm maybe you can go to the library to find out and study abit more abt layout? I cant give you ideas..if I give you an idea I’ll have to give the other few hundred students an idea too..youve got to learn to be more independent..blablabla…
Wow..like thanks a lot, but did you..even ans my question? oh well maybe your language is too profound that I cant..i just cant understand…fancy us paying so much to listen to such ‘useful comments’….=.=
Anyway…ive decided to just let it be…I don really care abt the grades alr[though it does affect my motivation towards doing my work well].. going to sch is such a hard thing to do nowadays…what do I do in sch?hmm…basically I’ll get lousy comments which are not really comments in the first place, and stoning sessions, ohoh ppl who reads out the brief to me [so I dont have to read it myself..T.Twow..do I have mo eyes?]
In short..its a waste of time.
Okok….sick of the faculty?yes..but I still love lasalle? it’s a great sch still.. I hope…
Hehe..enough abt the sch…
Ohohohohohoh…its been five mths since I blogged…I think..anyway hello blog!...hahaha…
Went out with jy and Heidi yesterday before going for the interestingly bland debrief.haha..we finall went to wakaru to eat pasta!!!! Yumyum! Its was fantastic..i had the mozerella tomato pasta?
Then we walk around marina and went back to sch for the debrief…yesyesyes..and then Heidi and I met up with jy again and headed for taka… as usual, art friend and kino was the obj to taka…haha
Yupyup…mos burger was for dinner? wa Japanese food for the whol day I realised..hehe…
Alright..will blog abit more when ive got more stuff to tell…
To all my friends going back to their homeland..bon voyage! You’ll be missed? take care ppl!
after a terrible 5months death, I am finally back to life(i wonder how many times ive died already)
Oh well…anyway…yesterday, I received my not-so-confirmed-yet-quite-confirmed results for the semester?
Was quite shocked 0.0.
That’s lasalle for you.
Well…students in the sch are quite immune to this work-like-shit-but-no-constructive-comments-and-no-fair-grades everyday routine in sch…
Work-like-shit = 24hours non-stop working aka no sleep aka pia through the night la?[pia for what?hmmm..ive gotta think abt it…]
No-constructive-comments = for example…
Lecturer says: somethings wrong with your layout.
Student says: whats wrong with it? Would you pls give me some ideas?[politely]
Lecturer says: hmmm..i don’t know, it just looks weird…hmmm maybe you can go to the library to find out and study abit more abt layout? I cant give you ideas..if I give you an idea I’ll have to give the other few hundred students an idea too..youve got to learn to be more independent..blablabla…
Wow..like thanks a lot, but did you..even ans my question? oh well maybe your language is too profound that I cant..i just cant understand…fancy us paying so much to listen to such ‘useful comments’….=.=
Anyway…ive decided to just let it be…I don really care abt the grades alr[though it does affect my motivation towards doing my work well].. going to sch is such a hard thing to do nowadays…what do I do in sch?hmm…basically I’ll get lousy comments which are not really comments in the first place, and stoning sessions, ohoh ppl who reads out the brief to me [so I dont have to read it myself..T.Twow..do I have mo eyes?]
In short..its a waste of time.
Okok….sick of the faculty?yes..but I still love lasalle? it’s a great sch still.. I hope…
Hehe..enough abt the sch…
Ohohohohohoh…its been five mths since I blogged…I think..anyway hello blog!...hahaha…
Went out with jy and Heidi yesterday before going for the interestingly bland debrief.haha..we finall went to wakaru to eat pasta!!!! Yumyum! Its was fantastic..i had the mozerella tomato pasta?
Then we walk around marina and went back to sch for the debrief…yesyesyes..and then Heidi and I met up with jy again and headed for taka… as usual, art friend and kino was the obj to taka…haha
Yupyup…mos burger was for dinner? wa Japanese food for the whol day I realised..hehe…
Alright..will blog abit more when ive got more stuff to tell…
To all my friends going back to their homeland..bon voyage! You’ll be missed? take care ppl!